I laaaav youuuuu babehh

I think the three most important things that hold a relationship together is trust, communication and loyalty. Even if you and your partner love each other, that love isn’t enough to hold your relationship together if you don’t have those three. Although, if you love a person enough, then it shouldn’t be a problem forming those three foundations. However, sometimes, even when two people are truly in love, establishing trust, communication and loyalty becomes hard when they are faced with a physical barrier; this being Distance. Most people think that Distance can really fuck good things up. But it’s not the distance that destroys a once a beautiful, harmonious relationship; it’s failing to have trust, communication and loyalty that kills it. No matter how much love you once have had, if distance is making you lose your trust, create severe doubts and lack good communication with your partner then you’re weakening the foundation that’s keeping the relationship together. Therefore, don’t blame your relationship failure on Distance. Distance is just a physical barrier and good relationships aren’t based on physical things. Distance may cause a barrier between you and your partner physically but that’s it. In fact, I think people who go through long distant relationships and end up making it work, have the best kind of love. Because despite the barrier they facethey manage to disregard that for the sake of keeping each other.
In my opinion, being in an LDR is also a way for you to improve yourself, not only for your partner for the future when you reunite, but also for yourself. You can have some sort of independence while at the same time having someone who loves you and care about you to keep you from doing other things they think might be bad for you. It’s such a great feeling to think of the positive aspects of being in a long distance relationship. :) At the end of the LDR, If successful, you both come out as better individuals for yourself and for your partner. And that’s so fucking rad.

So to all those who have been or are in an LDR. Respect! :)

I tend to always ask myself this question when I receive something good in my life. Sometimes I find it hard to accept that something good can actually happen to me. I always used to believe in ‘happy endings’ or fairy-tales happening for some people. But i didnt believe them happening in mine. Just like many of us, I have been hurt several times in the past so I stopped believing that something good could actually happen in my life.
Also, as a great believer of God, I feel like I have made so many sins, some of which I probably do not know of either.
All of those factors together make me feel very surprised when a blessing comes my way and wonder if I deserve to receive them. Moments like now when I lay down my bed thinking for hours just how blessed I am for having certain things in my life, I can’t help but wonder what I possibly could have done for me to receive all these…It’s a happy thought but it also makes me a little worrisome. Because I believe that life’s a cycle; sometimes you’re up sometimes you’re down and it’s only a matter of Time that you’ll be on your way down when you’ve just come from the top. Right now I feel like Im at my peak of happiness and with my beliefs, I feel like soon enough, I’ll be at the lowest again.
Anyhow, right now, I’m going to try my best to keep these certain ‘good’ things in my life. I’m not going to let these blessings go to waste because of my certain negative personality traits and beliefs. Even when I feel undeserving, there’s probably a greater unknown reason why I received them, so it’s best that I stop questioning it and accept them wholly.

What I gave my mom for Mother’s Day :)

It’s a really simple piece of a flower done with oil pastel. I used this subject because she asked me to make her an art piece on something floral before I left for college.

It’s a really abstract piece and you can see that it’s far from being a real flower.The colors were chosen at random however I did intend on making the flower colorful. The flower symbolizes my mom because she has a very colorful character and also because flowers come from flowring plants called angionsperms and they are photosynthetic. This means that they obtain energy from sun light and produce organic molecules from inorganic substances as food source. Anyhow, since they’re photosynthethic, they use H2O (water) and split that into different molecules; electrons, hydrogens and finally oxygen as a by product. Therefore, flowers produce oxygen which us humans need in order to respire.

What I meant to say in all of that is, our mom’s are like flowers because they provided our lungs with oxygen the very moment we entered this world, they are the very reason why we came to exist.

Therefore, I thank you Mom. And I love you.

This morning I woke up at 7:30 in a good mood and decided to try different hairstyles in prep for my grad/prom weekend which is soon to come! It’s not all that amazing but it was fun to make. I braided the sides of my hair and since my hair was still curly from yesterday, my hair had this volumized texture that works perfectly for this kind of hair style. Using bobby pins, I pinned random strands of hair in the side to create that messy updo. But then again, I didn’t fully create an updo because as you can see I left a few long hair strands. Anyhow, my mom came and saw the hairstyle and she randomly felt like trying on her new lipstick on me which she bought from Sephora the other day. It’s glam pink and pretty; its going on my shopping list.
Which reminds me, I have 18 days left till I leave Dubai. I’m going to be away from home for 7 months. 2 months is the longest I have been away from Dubai since we came here. I don’t know how I’m going to do it but I hope I survive this crazy rollercoaster ride that I’m about to jump on.

Cheese cake Factory

Our version of Oreo Cheesecake

This is my rendition of the Oreo Cheesecake. You can’t see the cheesecake that well because It was just a pre-ordered cheesecake piece from KFC which i just added oreo bits and whipped cream to create that similar experience as Cheesecake factory’s. I was quite impressed with the outcome of my experiment however I can say that CF’s oreo cheesecake will always be the best.
Though I would also add that the best part of my cheesecake was the whipped cream. Haha, you can ask Antoine. He made a tower of whipped cream on top of his cheesecake. Hahaaah

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Instagram Socialmatic Camera
Another interesting concept design comes from ADR Studio. This time they imagined the Instagram icon becoming a real life digital instant film camera – the outcome is the Instagram Socialmatic Camera

Featuring:
- 16 GB mass storage
- Wifi and Bluetooth
- 4:3 touchscreen
- 2 main lens, first for main capture, second for 3D filters, webcam applications and QR Code capturing
- Optical zoom
- Led Flash
- Internal printer to make your Instagram photos real
- Paper cartridge with Instagram Paper Sheets
- Dedicated 4 colors ink tanks
- InstaOs 1.0, which put together Facebook and Instagram App feature

Dress

Its a strapless dress that I bought in Windsor store, Glendale Americana.The color isn’t pink. It’s more towards cream but with a little touch of pink. It’s a really refreshing color to my eyes and it’s serene and elegent at the same time  with the touch of glittery things below the waist. When I see this dress, my mind says, “bliss” and whats important to me is that I like it. 

Shoes

Purchased in New Look, Ibn battuta branch. I bought this after I got the dress and when I saw it I immediately knew this was the right shoes for my dress. It’s the same color of my dress but its covered in small glitter. I think this is the only part of my outfit that reads “sexy” along with simplicity.